Happy 3rd Birthday Sam

Sam,

My dear boy it seems just like yesterday when you were born. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you or your brother. I wonder what you'd be like. It's sometimes hard for me to imagine a 3 year old boy running around the house, but I can visualize it. I see you- so full of life and spirit.

I miss you so very much. I wish you were here in real life and not just a memory. I long to hold you and be your mother. It's hard to believe 3 years have passed by and even though your father and I have had many ups and downs, we wouldn't change a thing. You and Jack were meant to be our sons and we are so proud to be your parents.

Today I wish you a very special birthday my little boy. I love you with all my heart.

Always,
Momma