"IT'S NOT THE LENGTH OF THE GESTATION, IT'S THE EXTENT OF THE ATTACHMENT."


Friday, June 12, 2009

Anyone out there?

Does anyone actually read this blog anymore? I feel like I'm writing to humor myself.

If you're out there, please delurk and let me know. I'm feeling very needy at the moment. Or maybe not needy, but rather insecure... and maybe just a little needy.

Am I not cool enough? Interesting enough? Am I boring you with my non-pregnant talk? Please don't wait til I have good news of a pregnancy to show me your support. I need you now, in my stage of limbo.

See I told you I'm needy.

Ugh, I annoy myself.

For the two of you that do comment on a regular basis, thank you.

37 comments:

my3sons said...

Monica,
I'm sorry! I am reading, but not always commenting. I know the frustrations of waiting for the test to show positive! I somehow got wrapped up in this April Rose saga and have been glued to my compouter all week! Ugh! I hope you have a great weekend. It has been raining for 5 straight days here.....Katie

Virginia said...

You know I'm here.....

And I get what you're feeling. I sometimes feel like I'm writing to no one too.

hudson6803 said...

I read both this blog and your food blog religously. (I've commented on your food blog once or twice).

Lea said...

I'm here for you, hopeful along with you.

bir said...

I'm here! I'm here! Sharing limbo land with you!
I don't comment often as we have a slow and dodgy connection... grrr!
I get what you're feeling.. we're going through the same frustrations and disappointments. i'm not blogging about that exactly yet, but I will be soon.

Hang in there girl. You're cool enough for me!

x

http://allthelittleponies.blogspot.com

Shauna said...

you're so funny......maybe that's why i felt like quitting too.....because i'd get like maybe 1 (2 on a good day) comments and i thought.....why am i doing this??? but i think more people read your blog than you realize..........seriously. your blog is one of my secret daily pleasures - i read this one and the cooking one. Also there is one i read about 2 dogs (they are cavalier king charles spaniels like my maggie - and her posts always have so many cute pictures). and I read postsecret on sundays. those are really the only ones i read (my secret indulgence) and i'm always so excited when there's new posts! and pictures - i think i like the blogs that have pictures the most (which is why i gravitate to those 4 blogs). anyway, hope you still continue posting - i love your blog! shauna

Becky said...

I'm here! I'm here!

I've been reading but have limited time to comment. I'm always reading, though.

I feel like I'm writing to myself too more often than not. Maybe people are just tired of hearing me talk! Haha! At least, though, when you have nothing to say you have beautiful pictures to post.

Rachel said...

Still here!

The Nanny said...

I'm here and reading, I promise.

special55k said...

I'm here, delurking - I don't comment much, I'm sorry, but I always read.

I'm sorry you're hurting.

Kristi said...

I'm still here reading, I try to comment when I hve time.

I'll call you soon!

RachelH said...

I'm not much of a commenter, but I subscribe to your rss feed and read faithfully.

still waiting said...

I read you too:)

Amy B said...

I read every day, and I am always sending good thoughts your way.

Deena said...

Delurking in Southeast Texas (H-Town) to say hello! I do enjoy reading what you have to say...
:)

Deena said...

FOOD BLOG? I didn't know you had a FOOD BLOG!!!!

mkv said...

I must admit I am the WORST commenter in the world...but I check in on you DAILY! xoxo

Monica said...

You know I still read girl! But you'll never get me to look at cervix pictures.

Dora said...

Monica,

I'm here delurking...I've never commented on your blog (just started reading a couple of months ago) and I'm not even sure anymore how I found you. I just hope you know you have a lot of people thinking of you and wishing you the best. I love the way you express yourself, your honesty, the way you remember your boys (their birthday celebrations), your photos, your awesome baking skills, and your bravery and strength in starting to try again. I'm here for you too...

mrsmuelly said...

Awwww, I've been MIA in blogger world...and I'm sorry! Much love to you Monica. I'm here, I promise. I just catch up little by little.

Beth said...

I always read just am terrible at commenting!

Keep the posts coming....!

Laura said...

I found your blog- and as a fellow blogger love comments too- I have two angels myself- one at 39 weeks and one at 9 weeks- I also have living children- I wanted you to know that tonight I am thinking of you and hopeful for you! I wish I had more words- I feel at a loss- rare for me!
Hugs-
Laura D.

Cindi said...

Sorry Monica...yes, I am reading, but just not commenting too often. I'll try to get better at it. You have an important story to share (your pregnancy issues and other things) and you need to keep writing!

Reese said...

I'm here, but my computer access is limited!

Seraphim said...

Just off the plane an hour ago and you are my FIRST blog comment. Cos you're so damn special. You know I love you. But I get the needy, I really do. Big hugs xxxxx

Bree said...

Hi,
I just wandered over from Carly's blog. You and I have very similar profile pics. So, I clicked on yours and saw that we both had losses due to IC. In so sorry.
Do you ever read The Chronicles of an Incompetent Cervix? Mrsmuelly.blogspot.com. She's had 2 losses too and has had some great information about IC and cerclage options.
Glad I found you today.
Bree

Bree said...

Oh- I just saw Windy in your comments. Good!

Hennifer said...

I'm reading!!! I'm sorry I don't comment more. Computer issues at work, along with a huge worry of just not knowing what to say keep me from commenting.

I continue to love your bluntness, honesty, your photography, hearing your compassion and congratulations for others, etc.

I'm very proud of you for asking for what you need :-)

Sophie said...

Hey!! I'm still here :P. I'm always stalking your blogs haha!

Jaded Girl said...

YOUR WELCOME!!!
LOL

i feel the same way sometimes - i get a zillion-billion views and like 5 comments. but alas, i really started this blog for selfish reasons - for me.

DiAnne said...

Monica,
I wish that I could be around (reading and commenting) more. I do read when I can, and hopefully it won't be long before I'll be able to have more time on my hands (or, at least, the use of my hands) to show you my support.

There is no way that I can adequately express to you how much your support has meant to me over the last couple of years. I know we have never met, but you are one of the special people in my life. It's strange (and wonderful) that we can connect with each other in such a profound way through technology that my feeble mind can barely comprehend.

Please know that even when you don't here from me that you are in my thoughts and prayers pretty much daily.

I'm sending lots of love to you know and hoping that you are feeling better.

niobe said...

Obviously, I missed this when you posted it, but I am here and I am thinking of you.

Mrs. A said...

I am completely behind, but I do read. And I might not comment, but that’s normally because I feel a lot of the same ways you do! But don't stop writing...I promise I will keep reading!

Amanda said...

I'm here just been really busy and for that I am sorry. I read but dont always comment but I will try to comment more often. Luv ya and waiting for good news...

Patricia said...

Well I'm finally delurking. I love your blog and have finally read it all. I praying for you and yours and hope to hear soon that a beautiful healthy baby is on the way.

Meemaw

Travelwahine said...

Monica,
I'm a loyal reader. With everything going on right now, I don't post. Sorry about that. Please know you are always in my thoughts and prayers and so are your boys. Everytime I run into someone with the name Jack or Sam I think of your boys, and their cute, stinky footprints.

Much love and hugs to you.

Bethany said...

I read! You are in my blog reader but sometimes I'm behind in my blogging by months...lol. Praying for you!