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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Loud And Clear

I'm guilty of taking another pregnancy test today.

But only because the one LD's mom gave me was expired by 14 months!

And because I thought it was lying to me...

It wasn't.

It doesn't get any more clear than the bold letters of a digital test that read "NOT PREGNANT"

I'm not quite sure I'm convinced though (get over it Monica! You're not pregnant! You actually have to shoot little soldiers up there to get pregnant and that ain't happening! So move on with your life and quit wasting money on HPT's for christ-sake!)

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BTW, LD's mom went to the OB today (13 weeks) and she having a boy. She was even kind enough to show me his penis on the ultrasound. I'm either going to have to get pregnant by November or quit because I don't think I can stand to be taking care of a newborn baby boy that isn't mine.

I just can't.

10 comments:

The Nanny said...

Oh, Monica, I so hoped I'd come to your blog today and find different news. :-( Many, many hugs to you.

Rachel said...

I am so sorry!

Kristi said...

It will happen for you!

I agree - I wouldn't take to care of a newborn (girl in my case) that wasn't mine. Take care of yourself.

Virginia said...

I'm sorry....

froggy mommy said...

I'm sorry Monica.

Becky said...

Oh Monica, I'm so sorry.

Lots of hugs today and always. I think of you and Mr. H and Jack and Sam everyday that passes.

Hennifer said...

I'm so sorry Monica. I of course can't know exactly how this feels but a friend of mine has been trying insemination (she's single) to no effect and then her roommate got pregnant (unwanted). It has been hard to watch her go through that.

You do what is right for you!!!

Thinking great thoughts for you!

wannabe mom said...

AF is really throwing you for a loop isn't she? I would want some answers too. I'm sorry the HPT wasn't lying.

I wouldn't want to take care of a newborn either, if he wasn't mine. ((hugs))

tyfamilyadventures said...

I AM SO SORRY...I AM CONSTANTLY KEEPING YOU IN MY PRAYERS..

Monica said...

I agree, you should quit. That would just suck beyond belief. I'm sorry for the BFN.

((hugs))