There are several things I wanted to blog about. Many things flowing in and out of my mind. Things that upset me, things that made me sad, things that made me cry, things that made me smile, but as I try to write, nothing comes out. I think about his stuff ALL day long, but the words aren't coming. Well obviously there are "words", but there aren't any well formed sentences and paragraphs. Bear with me. Here's a list. A long list of what's cluttering my head.
Things I think about often:
- missing Sam
- missing Jack
- making a baby
- talking mr. h into #3
- LD
- quitting my job
- finding a car (touchy subject)
- affording a car
- cleaning house
- decorating the tree
- unloading the ornaments for the tree
- making the scrapbook for my Gma
- holiday shopping
- having no money for #12
- holiday baking
- finding a mop
- putting up the laundry
- looking at Polo (LD's brother)
- Wanting to hold Polo
- Reminding myself that Polo is the enemy right now
- Realizing that Polo looks EXACTLY like his father
- Realizing I want a baby that looks exactly like his father (my husband not LD's father!)
- A. is a freaking wuss
- my friend/ ex-friend is in Iraq and I didn't even know it
- making a stocking for my aunt's new boyfriend to "make him feel welcome"
- going to the bathroom- I really gotta pee, but I'm too busy!
- going to bed, but I'm too busy!
- changing the sheets on the guest bed
- 5k on Friday for RMHC
- Holiday cards
- Buying stamps
- Having to put money in the bank to buy stamps
- thinking more about #22
- Wishing Sam and Jack were here
- Wondering what they'd be like
- Flossing my teeth
- Vacation- God do I need one.
- Getting through another day
There I think that's it. I feel better.
What's been going on with you?
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6 comments:
1. thinking you are wonderful
2. missing talking to you
smile?
I'm a waddler, me a waddler! oh the humanity! ha ha
that do it?
I'm sorry, about everything. I wish I could make it all better.
Oh,what a list! I think you do need a vacation. One preferably without the IL's.
Like yous said, so much to say but no time to say it. I hate this time of year.
I'm sorry you have so much on your mind - most don't have easy answers. Take care of yourself!!
Good for you for doing the RMHC 5K!!
On the mop search - OCedar makes a mop with a Magic Eraser head. I kinda like it. My linoluem floor is so gross though, nothing gets it truly clean.
Monica,
i was just thinking the same thing last night - i haven't blogged because there is just so much to blog about...so much crap on my mind...
i want to tell you that i received your package and i owe you a propere thank you, but can't have a computer long enough to myself to get it to you, but it's coming. because what you did is WAY up there on the list of kind things people do, you truly, truly touched my heart and in a very real way made me feel so NOT alone in this.
The stone is right by my bed, I see it every day in the morning.
THANK YOU DARLING,
J
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